Ctrl+Z. Ctrl+Me.

"Just living is not enough", said the butterfly, "one must have sunshine, freedom, and a little flower."
— Hans Christian Andersen.

i get the feeling i'll never escape.

"But a mermaid has no tears, and therefore she suffers so much more."

- Hans Christian Andersen.


She sensed insanity.

The sixth sense of a kitty ket -

It was hardly every wrong.


She sensed insanity,
taking a dive right into it.
She caught a glimpse of devotion,
fighting for happiness by pushing her limit.

She swallowed profanity,
choking it all out, bit by bit.
She didn't dare to feel any emotion,
finding a middle zone to comfortably sit.


First came the fall.
That feeling of love -

Seemingly the most beautiful of it all.
That temptation seducing one to want more.

Next came the fall.
That feeling of love -

Seemingly what makes you feel like a doll.
That moment of leisure until abandonment would befall.


"True love is finding someone whose demons play well with yours."


Dehydrate the tears,
keep your eyes clear.
Look out for the traps,
you won't find love on the map.
There are no directions,
no clear path in that walking contradiction.
It makes you plummet into holes,
and you would find yourself deep down so low.
 The secret way out is kept under wraps,
beneath a blanket, right above your lap.
Open up your eyes,
because love melts the frozen ice.
Like playing with fire and matches,
the compensation from the wounds that cannot be fetched.
Sit at home brawling out as the mind switches off,
writing poems that no one can make sense out of.


Play with matches,
but don't get burnt.

You have been holding the matchstick for your whole life,
waiting for that ignition, waiting for that spark.

The people around you get smarter.
The people around you get wiser.

Nobody can read that poker face of yours no more -
For every thing becomes delusion.

Every painstakingly strike,
it results in a fire, an explosion, a huge disaster.

So much for playing with fire.
So much for falling in love.

So much for having faith.
So much for tears.


"Don't break my heart. Crush it. Destroy it. Let me wallow it until I feel hollow in it. I'll bash in the pain. I'll scream your name and then one day I suddenly won't."



i can't hide away from the shame of you.


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