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i pray that i get it right this time.

   I wish I could throw off the thoughts which poison my happiness, and yet I take a kind of pleasure in indulging them. — Frédéric Chopin.     ————————  you already saw the dark clouds looming above the gentle waves. the tide got higher and more violent and yet, you still set sail. i see the boat you are on about to capsize, but i will not see you ashore. your ship will not come back in one piece, because it was not at all the vessel you boasted of. hello, tidal waves. you were uncalled for and an absolute horror to have around. goodbye, sailboat. you once promised infinity and beyond its reality so much so that it became unbelievable. hopes so high that we were too close to the sun and the sails burnt out with nothing else but disappointment. ————————        M.    maybe we'll be alright.   devil on my shoulder tellin' me i'll die soon. i don't really want that to impact you. but i don't know, maybe i'm just pranoid. i just want the best of you, i just want wh

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"Just living is not enough", said the butterfly, "one must have sunshine, freedom, and a little flower."
— Hans Christian Andersen.

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this is the best that i've ever been.

where have you been?

who am I?

numb my heart.

i don't wanna feel this much.

see, I'm just a waste of life.

the silence in black and white.

I'm not okay.

But it's not just how I feel.