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i’m not suicidal.

“I wish I hadn’t cried so much!” said Alice, as she swam about, trying to find her way out. “I shall be punished for it now, I suppose, by being drowned in my own tears! That  will  be a queer thing, to be sure! However, everything is queer to-day.” — Lewis Carroll, Alice in Wonderland Chapter 2, The Pool of Tears   ———————— Lower the drawbridge and fill the moat with tears. It’s the time again to prepare for a war that’s not coming. It started with a good day — a bright sunny sky with a cool breeze that made it awesome for an outdoor stroll. Checking one more time in the mirror before putting on a great pair of kicks, a flash of lightning suddenly flashed. Oh, how startling it was; it triggered a pang of sadness and fear. That’s where it began. Call a guard up here and get ready with the defences. Take a pill and calm down; but no, it’s too hard to swallow. Don’t take a pill,  get better instead. The walls are all up now, the dark clouds looming will eventually go away. Will they? The

Ctrl+Z. Ctrl+Me.

"Just living is not enough", said the butterfly, "one must have sunshine, freedom, and a little flower."
— Hans Christian Andersen.

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now im somewhere far away from where i started with no point of return.

i’d rather be dead than not alive.

and you can kill the old me.

i might not wake up at all.

don't know if i should love you or leave you.

i pray that i get it right this time.

this is the best that i've ever been.

where have you been?

who am I?