oh i wish things went a little different.

 

“Do you know, I always thought unicorns were fabulous monsters, too? I never saw one alive before!"

"Well, now that we have seen each other," said the unicorn, "if you'll believe in me, I'll believe in you.”

― Lewis Carroll, Alice's Adventures In Wonderland: and Through The Looking Glass

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stop writing

about the sky

and the clouds.

stop looking up at the sky

and hoping that the weather will change.

stop thinking about the clouds,

it's cyclic and volatile.

it's time to seek shelter
where safety is a priority.

it's time to be comfortable in the dark
and just sit there alone.

it's time to get back on the ball
and remember who im fighting for - me.

how does one ever feel whole again?

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"so hard to keep a conversation, when your mind's on vacation"

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❤ M.

a state of mind, it's no longer new.
i chased this high of getting close to you.

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maybe i've been wasting time
my state of mind's
been a little hazy lately, but i stay alive
come take a dive, inside my head
feeling down but never out
im hanging by a thread.