I miss the old you.

I can't eat and I can't sleep.
I'm not doing well in terms of being a functional human, you know?

— Ned Vizzini, It's Kind of a Funny Story.

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Ich denke, ich sollte gehen.

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Dear you,

I am weak around you,

yet you keep me strong.

When nothing can stop me,

just watch me.

I am happy now,

just take me.

You win.

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"Did you really want to die?"

"No one commits suicide because they want to die."

"Then why do they do it?"

"Because they want to stop the pain."

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Once in awhile

You might see me smile.

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M.

I miss the old me.

The way I used to be.