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      The unreal is more powerful than the real, because nothing is as perfect as you can imagine it, because it's only intangible ideas concepts, beliefs, fantasies that last. Stone crumbles, wood rots. People, well, they die. But things as fragile as a thought, a dream, a legend, they can go on and on. — Chuck Palahniuk   ————————      glass heart smashed into pieces. sweep it under the rug — out of sight, out of mind. a foolish delusion that it would never hurt. walked barefooted over the rug and stepped on the fractured fragments. each step exponentially amplified the hidden turmoil beneath, the disorientating unevenness, the shattered illusion. oh boy, did it hurt. a fragmented reality, a deceptive realm of stability. the discord between fragility and resilience, the collision between appearances and reality. old boy, stop hurting.     ————     put kitty ket in her corner — a dark place that no one would ever find. she's not meant to be found, she's not meant to be use

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"Just living is not enough", said the butterfly, "one must have sunshine, freedom, and a little flower."
— Hans Christian Andersen.

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you take me to a place where you take away the pain.

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you don't know how to let go.

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all the roses dead.

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now im somewhere far away from where i started with no point of return.