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you don't know how to let go.

One who is fed on promises eats from an empty bowl. — Marsha Hinds  ————————   life doesn't hand you good cards; not ever, not at all. its always just wishing thinking. we all get dealt bad cards.   it's a cruel consequence for merely being alive; breathing the shared air with everyone panting and gasping to breathe — as though the world was going to end if they stopped breathing for a couple of seconds. "life sucks," they say. everyone is hurting, everyone is struggling, everyone just wants to be someone else, trying to pretend to be someone else. self-loathing for the sake of it, finding ways to improve themselves. back to the hand, it's about how you play those cards, with a genuine, kind heart, a positive mindset to accept defeat; or a well-planned sleight of hand while wearing apathy on a poker face. the guilt is short-lived.  ————————   dressed in all black it's black friday. hey look at me! im attending my own funeral. wearing black everyday, im livin

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"Just living is not enough", said the butterfly, "one must have sunshine, freedom, and a little flower."
— Hans Christian Andersen.

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sooner or later im gonna get anxious again.

all the roses dead.

i’m not suicidal.

now im somewhere far away from where i started with no point of return.

i’d rather be dead than not alive.

and you can kill the old me.

i might not wake up at all.

don't know if i should love you or leave you.

i pray that i get it right this time.